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Had my own meltdown and I know it’s ok, I know you see me sharing our good times but know that this is where my head is at most of the time. I want my kids to be happy not just because I need it, but because I want seee them feel and be happy if you know what I mean. Didn’t post to get sympathy, I just want you know this is my selfish thoughts sometimes and I have every right to feel like this at times.